{"id":3396,"date":"2012-09-01T07:27:41","date_gmt":"2012-09-01T06:27:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/?p=3396"},"modified":"2012-09-01T07:27:41","modified_gmt":"2012-09-01T06:27:41","slug":"men-det-ar-bara-regn-hos-mig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/?p=3396","title":{"rendered":"&#8221;&#8230;men det \u00e4r bara regn hos mig.&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Visst k\u00e4nns det s\u00e5 d\u00e5 och d\u00e5, att trista och tr\u00e5kiga saker kommer p\u00e5 parad. Det som du sett fram mot blir inte av. Ditt hopp, din \u00f6nskan faller platt p\u00e5 marken. D\u00e5 vill man inte h\u00f6ra glada tillrop om fiskar i vattnet och ge inte upp, man vill g\u00e5 och sparka sten en stund. Gr\u00e5ta lite. Sura.\u00a0Ibland sitter taggen djupare och missf\u00e4rgar hela vardagen.<\/p>\n<p>Min helg \u00e4r lite dyster p\u00e5 grund av n\u00e5got som har h\u00e4nt. Och jag t\u00e4nker att det f\u00e5r den vara. Jag \u00e4r lite tilltufsad och det kan jag inte g\u00f6ra s\u00e5 mycket \u00e5t just nu. D\u00e4remot vet jag att varje dag f\u00f6r med sig goda saker, \u00e4ven om det i vissa stunder k\u00e4nns som om man f\u00e5r leta lite extra efter det.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/bra4.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3397\" title=\"bra\" src=\"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/bra4.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1276\" height=\"850\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/bra4.jpg 1276w, https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/bra4-600x400.jpg 600w, https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/bra4-300x199.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/bra4-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/bra4-450x300.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1276px) 100vw, 1276px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n<!-- Facebook Like Button v1.9.6 BEGIN [http:\/\/blog.bottomlessinc.com] -->\n<iframe src=\"http:\/\/www.facebook.com\/plugins\/like.php?href=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.mariahelander.se%2F%3Fp%3D3396&amp;layout=standard&amp;show_faces=false&amp;width=450&amp;action=like&amp;colorscheme=light\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"0\" allowTransparency=\"true\" style=\"border:none; overflow:hidden; width:450px; height: 30px; align: left; margin: 2px 0px 2px 0px\"><\/iframe>\n<!-- Facebook Like Button END -->\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Visst k\u00e4nns det s\u00e5 d\u00e5 och d\u00e5, att trista och tr\u00e5kiga saker kommer p\u00e5 parad. Det som du sett fram mot blir inte av. Ditt hopp, din \u00f6nskan faller platt p\u00e5 marken. D\u00e5 vill man inte h\u00f6ra glada tillrop om fiskar i vattnet och ge inte upp, man vill g\u00e5 och sparka sten en stund. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[772],"class_list":["post-3396","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nedstamdhet","tag-nedstamdhet"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3396","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3396"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3396\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3400,"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3396\/revisions\/3400"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3396"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3396"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mariahelander.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3396"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}